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		Technique 17 
		UNMINDING MIND, KEEP IN THE MIDDLE -- UNTIL.
 Osho - Only this much 
		is the sutra. Just like any scientific sutra it is short, but even these 
		few words can transform your life totally. UNMINDING MIND, KEEP IN THE 
		MIDDLE -- UNTIL.
 
 KEEP IN THE MIDDLE... Buddha developed his whole technique of meditation 
		on this sutra. His path is known as MAJJHIM NIKAYA -- the middle path. 
		Buddha says, "Remain always in the middle -- in everything."
 
 One Prince Shrown took initiation, Buddha initiated him into sannyas. 
		That prince was a rare man, and when he took sannyas, when he was 
		initiated, his whole kingdom was just amazed. The kingdom couldn't 
		believe it, the people couldn't believe that Prince Shrown could become 
		a sannyasin. No one had ever even imagined it, as he was a man of this 
		world -- indulging in everything, indulging to the extreme. Wine and 
		women were his whole milieu.
 
 Then suddenly Buddha came to the town, and the prince went to see him 
		for a DARSHAN -- A spiritual encounter. He fell at Buddha's feet and he 
		said, "Initiate me. I will leave this world." Those who had come with 
		him were not even aware... this was so sudden. So they asked Buddha, 
		"What is happening? This is a miracle. Shrown is not that type of man, 
		and he has lived very luxuriously. Up to now we couldn't even imagine 
		that Shrown is going to take sannyas, so what has happened? You have 
		done something."
 
 Buddha said, "I have not done anything. Mind can move easily from one 
		extreme to the other. That is the way of the mind -- to move from one 
		extreme to another. So Shrown is not doing something new. It is to be 
		expected. Because you do not know the law of the mind, that is why you 
		are so much taken aback."
 
 The mind moves from one extreme to another, that is the way of the mind. 
		So it happens every day: a person who was mad after wealth renounces 
		everything, becomes a naked fakir. We think, "What a miracle!" But it is 
		nothing -- just the ordinary law. A person who was not mad after wealth 
		cannot be expected to renounce, because only from one extreme can you 
		move to another -- just like a pendulum, from one extreme to the other.
 
 So a person who was after wealth, mad after wealth, will become mad 
		against it, but the madness will remain -- that is the mind. A man who 
		lived just for sex may become a celibate, may move into isolation, but 
		the madness will remain. Before he was living only for sex, now he will 
		be living only against sex -- but the attitude, the approach, remains 
		the same.
 
 So a BRAHMACHARI, a celibate, is not really beyond sex; his whole mind 
		is sex-oriented. He is against, but not beyond. The way of beyond is 
		always in the middle, it is never at the extreme. So Buddha says, "This 
		could have been expected. No miracle has happened. This is how mind 
		works."
 
 Shrown became a beggar, a sannyasin. He became a BHIKKHU, a monk, and 
		soon other disciples of Buddha observed that he was moving to the other 
		extreme. Buddha never asked anyone to be naked, but Shrown became naked. 
		Buddha was not for nakedness. He said, "That is just another extreme."
 
 There are persons who live for clothes as if that is their life, and 
		there are other persons who become naked -- but both believe in the same 
		thing. Buddha never taught nakedness, but Shrown became naked. He was 
		the only disciple of Buddha who was naked. He became very, very 
		self-torturing. Buddha allowed one meal every day for the sannyasins, 
		but Shrown would take only one meal on alternate days. He became lean 
		and thin. While all the other disciples would sit for meditation under 
		trees, in the shade, he would never sit under any tree. He would always 
		remain in the hot sun. He was a beautiful man and he had a very lovely 
		body, but within six months no one could recognize that he was the same 
		man. He became ugly, dark, black, burned.
 
 Buddha went to Shrown one night and asked him, "Shrown, I have heard 
		that when you were a prince, before initiation, you used to play on a 
		VEENA, a sitar, and you were a great musician. So I have come to ask you 
		one question. If the strings of the veena are very loose, what happens?" 
		Shrown said, "If the strings are very loose, then no music is possible." 
		And then Buddha said, "And if the strings are very tight, too tight, 
		then what happens?" Shrown said, "Then too music cannot be produced. The 
		strings must be in the middle -- neither loose nor tight, but just 
		exactly in the middle." Shrown said, "It is easy to play the veena, but 
		only a master can set these strings right, in the middle."
 
 So Buddha said, "This much I have to say to you, after observing you for 
		the last six months -- that in life also the music comes only when the 
		strings are neither loose nor tight, but just in the middle. So to 
		renounce is easy, but only a master knows how to be in the middle. So 
		Shrown, be a master, and let these strings of life be just in the middle 
		-- in everything. Do not go to this extreme, do not go to that one. 
		Everything has two extremes, but you remain just in the middle."
 
 But the mind is very unmindful. That is why the sutra says, UNMINDING 
		MIND... You will hear this, you will understand this, but the mind will 
		not take note. The mind will always go on choosing extremes.
 
 The extreme has a fascination for the mind. Why? Because in the middle, 
		mind dies. Look at a pendulum: if you have any old clock, look at the 
		pendulum. The pendulum can go on moving the whole day if it goes to the 
		extremes. When it goes to the left it is gathering momentum to go to the 
		right. When it goes toward the right, do not think that it is going 
		toward the right -- it is accumulating momentum to go toward the left. 
		So the extremes are right-left, right-left.
 
 Let the pendulum stay in the middle, then the whole momentum is lost. 
		Then the pendulum has no energy, because the energy comes from one of 
		the extremes. Then that extreme throws it toward another, then again, 
		and it is a circle... the pendulum goes on moving. Let it be in the 
		middle, and the whole movement will then stop.
 
 Mind is just like a pendulum and every day, if you observe, you will 
		come to know this. You decide one thing on one extreme, and then you 
		move to another. You are angry; then you repent. You decide, "No, this 
		is enough. Now I will never be angry." But you do not see the extreme.
 
 "Never" is an extreme. How are you so certain that you will never be 
		angry? What are you saying? Think once more -- never? Then go to the 
		past and remember how many times you have decided that "I will never be 
		angry." When you say, "I will never be angry," you do not know that by 
		being angry you have accumulated momentum to go to the other extreme.
 
 Now you are feeling repentant, you are feeling bad. Your self-image is 
		disturbed, shaken. Now you cannot say you are a good man, you cannot say 
		that you are a religious man. You have been angry, and how can a 
		religious man be angry? How can a good man be angry? So you repent to 
		regain your goodness again. At least in your own eyes you can feel at 
		ease -- that you have repented and you have decided that now there will 
		be no more anger. The shaken image has come back to the old status quo. 
		Now you feel at ease, you have moved to another extreme.
 
 But the mind that says, "Now I will never be angry," will again be 
		angry. And when you are again angry, you will forget completely your 
		repentance, your decision -- everything. After anger, again the decision 
		will come and the repentance will come, and you will never feel the 
		deception of it. This has been so always.
 
 Mind moves from anger to repentance, from repentance to anger. Remain in 
		the middle. Do not be angry and do not repent. If you have been angry, 
		then please, at least do this: do not repent. Do not move to the other 
		extreme. Remain in the middle. Say, "I have been angry and I am a bad 
		man, a violent man. I have been angry. This is how I am." But do not 
		repent; do not move to the other extreme. Remain in the middle. If you 
		can remain, you will not gather the momentum, the energy to be angry 
		again.
 
 So this sutra says, UNMINDING MIND, KEEP IN THE MIDDLE -- UNTIL. And 
		what is meant by UNTIL? Until you explode! Keep in the middle until the 
		mind dies. Keep in the middle until there is no mind. So, UNMINDING 
		MIND, KEEP IN THE MIDDLE -- UNTIL there is no mind. If mind is at the 
		extremes, then the middle will be no-mind.
 
 But this is the most difficult thing in the world to do. It looks easy, 
		it looks simple; it may appear as if you can do this. And you will feel 
		good if you think that there is no need for any repentance. Try this, 
		and then you will know that when you have been angry the mind will 
		insist on repenting.
 
 Husbands and wives continue to quarrel, and for centuries and centuries 
		there have been counsellors, advisors, great men who have been teaching 
		how to live and love -- but they go on quarreling. Freud, for the first 
		time, became aware of the phenomenon that whenever you are in love -- 
		so-called love -- you are also in hate. In the morning it is love, in 
		the evening it is hate, and the pendulum goes on moving. Every husband, 
		every wife knows this, but Freud has a very uncanny insight. Freud says 
		that if a couple has stopped fighting, know well that love has died.
 
 That love which existed with hate and fight cannot remain, so if you see 
		a couple never fighting, do not think that this is the ideal couple. It 
		means no couple at all. They are living parallel, but not with each 
		other. They are parallel lines never meeting anywhere, not even to 
		fight. They are both alone together -- parallel.
 
 Mind has to move to the opposite, so psychology now gives better advice. 
		The advice is better, more deep, more penetrating. It says that if you 
		really want to love -- with the mind -- then do not be afraid to fight. 
		Really, you must fight authentically so you can move to the other 
		extreme of authentic love. So when you are fighting with your wife, do 
		not avoid it; otherwise the love will also be avoided. When the time for 
		fight is there, fight until the end. Then by evening you will be able to 
		love: the mind will have gathered momentum. The ordinary love cannot 
		exist without fight because there is a movement of the mind. Only a love 
		which is not of the mind can exist without fight, but then it is a 
		different thing altogether.
 
 A Buddha loving... that is a different thing altogether. But if Buddha 
		comes to love you, you will not feel good because there will be no fault 
		in it. It will be simply sweet and sweet and sweet -- and boring, 
		because the spice comes from fight. A Buddha cannot be angry, he can 
		only love. You will not feel his love because you can feel only 
		opposites; you can feel it only in contrast.
 
 When Buddha came back to his home town after twelve years, his wife 
		wouldn't come to receive him. The whole city gathered to receive him 
		except his wife. Buddha laughed, and he said to his chief disciple, 
		Ananda, "Yashodhara has not come. I know her well. It seems she still 
		loves me. She is proud, and she feels hurt. I was thinking that twelve 
		years is a long time and she might not be in love now, but it seems she 
		is still in love -- still angry. She has not come to receive me. I will 
		have to go to the house."
 
 So Buddha went. Ananda was with him; it was a condition with Ananda. 
		When Ananda took initiation he made a condition with Buddha, to which 
		Buddha agreed, that he would always remain with him. He was an elder 
		cousin-brother, so Buddha had to concede.
 
 Ananda followed him into the house, into the palace, so Buddha said, "At 
		least for this you remain behind and do not come with me, because she 
		will be furious. I am coming back after twelve years, and I just ran 
		away without even telling her. She is still angry, so do not come with 
		me; otherwise she will feel that I have not even allowed her to say 
		anything. She must be feeling to say many things, so let her be angry, 
		do not come with me."
 
 Buddha went in. Of course, Yashodhara was just a volcano. She erupted, 
		exploded. She started crying and weeping and saying things. Buddha 
		stayed there, waited there, and by and by she cooled down and realized 
		that Buddha had not even uttered a single word. She wiped her eyes and 
		looked at Buddha, and Buddha said, "I have come to say that I have 
		gained something, I have known something, I have realized something. If 
		you become cool I can give you the message -- the truth that I have 
		realized. I have waited so much in order that you could go through a 
		catharsis. Twelve years is a long affair. You must have gathered many 
		wounds, and your anger is understandable; I expected this. That shows 
		that you are still in love with me. But there is a love beyond this 
		love, and only because of that love have I come back to tell you 
		something."
 
 But Yashodhara could not feel that love. It is difficult to feel it 
		because it is so silent. It is so silent, it is as if absent. When mind 
		ceases, then a different love happens. But that love has no opposite to 
		it. When mind ceases, really, whatsoever happens has no opposite to it. 
		With the mind there is always the polar opposite, and mind moves like a 
		pendulum. This sutra is wonderful, and miracles are possible through it: 
		UNMINDING MIND, KEEP IN THE MIDDLE -- UNTIL.
 
 So try it. And this sutra is for your whole life. You cannot practice it 
		sometimes, you have to be aware continuously. Doing, walking, eating, in 
		relationship, everywhere -- remain in the middle. Try at least, and you 
		will feel a certain calmness developing, a tranquility coming to you, a 
		quiet center growing within you.
 
 Even if you are not successful in being exactly in the middle, try to be 
		in the middle. By and by you will have the feel of what middle means. 
		Whatsoever may be the case -- hate or love, anger or repentance -- 
		always remember the polar opposites and remain in between. And sooner or 
		later you will stumble upon the exact middle point.
 
 Once you know it you can never forget it again, because that middle 
		point is beyond the mind. That middle point is all that spirituality 
		means..
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