Seek the Source of Consciousness
Questioner:
We
were talking the other day about the ways of the modern
Western mind and the difficulty it finds in submitting
to the moral and intellectual discipline of the
Vedanta. One of the obstacles lies in the young
European's or American's preoccupation with the
disastrous condition of the world and the urgent need of
setting it right.
They have no patience with people like you who preach
personal improvement as a pre-condition for the
betterment of the world. They say it is neither possible
nor necessary. Humanity is ready for a change of systems
-- social, economic, political. A world-government,
world-police, world-planning and the abolition of all
physical and ideological barriers: this is enough, no
personal transformation is needed. No doubt, people
shape society, but society shapes people too. In a
humane society people will be humane; besides, science
provides the answer to many questions which formerly
were in the domain of religion.
Maharaj:No
doubt, striving for the improvement of the world is a
most praiseworthy occupation. Done selflessly, it
clarifies the mind and purifies the heart. But soon man
will realise that he pursues a mirage. Local and
temporary improvement is always possible and was
achieved again and again under the influence of a great
king or teacher; but it would soon come to an end,
leaving humanity in a new cycle of misery. It is in the
nature of all manifestation that the good and the bad
follow each other and in equal measure. The true refuge
is only in the unmanifested.
Questioner:
Are you not advising escape?
Maharaj:
On
the contrary. The only way to renewal lies through
destruction. You must melt down the old jewellery into
formless gold before you can mould a new one. Only the
people who have gone beyond the world can change the
world. It never happened otherwise. The few whose impact
was long lasting were all knowers of reality. Reach
their level and then only talk of helping the world.
Questioner:
It
is not the rivers and mountains that we want to help,
but the people
Maharaj:
There is nothing wrong with the world, but for the
people who make it bad. Go and ask them to behave.
Questioner:
Desire and fear make them behave as they do.
Maharaj:Exactly.
As long as human behaviour is dominated by desire and
fear, there is not much hope.
And to know how to approach the people effectively, you
must yourself be free of all desire and fear.
Questioner:
Certain basic desires and fears are inevitable, such as
are connected with food, sex and death.
Maharaj:
These are needs and, as needs, they are easy to meet.
Questioner:
Even death is a need?
Maharaj:
Having lived a long and fruitful life you feel the need
to die. Only when wrongly applied, desire and fear are
destructive. By all means desire the right and fear the
wrong. But when people desire what is wrong and fear
what is right, they create chaos and despair.
Questioner:
What is right and what is wrong?
Maharaj:
Relatively, what causes suffering is wrong, what
alleviates it is right. Absolutely, what brings you back
to reality is right and what dims reality is wrong.
Questioner:
When we talk of helping humanity, we mean a struggle
against disorder and suffering.
Maharaj:
You merely talk of helping. Have you ever helped, really
helped, a single man? Have you ever put one soul beyond
the need of further help? Can you give a man character,
based on full realisation of his duties and
opportunities at least, if not on the insight into his
true being? When you do not know what is good for
yourself, how can you know what is good for others?
Questioner:
The adequate supply of means of livelihood is good for
all. You may be God himself, but you need a well-fed
body to talk to us.
Maharaj:
It
is you that need my body to talk to you. I am not my
body, nor do I need it. I am the witness only. I have no
shape of my own. You are so accustomed to think of
yourselves as bodies having consciousness that you just
cannot imagine consciousness as having bodies. Once you
realise that bodily existence is but a state of mind, a
movement in consciousness, that the ocean of
consciousness is infinite and eternal, and that, when in
touch with consciousness, you are the witness only, you
will be able to withdraw beyond consciousness
altogether.
Questioner:
We
are told there are many levels of existences. Do you
exit and function on all the levels? While you are on
earth, are you also in heaven (swarga)?
Maharaj:
!
am nowhere to be found! I am not a thing to be given a
place among other things. All things are in me, but I am
not among things. You are telling me about the
superstructure while I am concerned with the
foundations. The superstructures rise and fall, but the
foundations last. I am not interested in the transient,
while you talk of nothing else.
Questioner:
Forgive me a strange question. If somebody with a razor
sharp sword would suddenly severe your head, what
difference would it make to you?
Maharaj:
None whatsoever. The body will lose its head, certain
lines of communication will be cut, that is all. Two
people talk to each other on the phone and the wire is
cut. Nothing happens to the people, only they must look
for some other means of communication. The Bhagavad Gita
says: "the sword does not cut it". It is literally so.
It is in the nature of consciousness to survive its
vehicles. It is like fire. It burns up the fuel, but not
itself. Just like a fire can outlast a mountain of fuel,
so does consciousness survive innumerable bodies.
Questioner:
The fuel affects the flame.
Maharaj:As
long as it lasts. Change the nature of the fuel and the
colour and appearance of the flame will change.
Now we are talking to each other. For this presence is
needed; unless we are present, we cannot talk. But
presence by itself is not enough. There must also he the
desire to talk.
Above all, we want to remain conscious. We shall bear
every suffering and humiliation, but we shall rather
remain conscious. Unless we revolt against this craving
for experience and let go the manifested altogether,
there can be no relief. We shall remain trapped.
Questioner:
You say you are the silent witness and also you are
beyond consciousness. Is there no contradiction in it?
If you are beyond consciousness, what are you witnessing
to?
Maharaj:I
am conscious and unconscious, both conscious and
unconscious, neither conscious nor unconscious -- to all
this I am witness -- but really there is no witness,
because there is nothing to be a witness to. I am
perfectly empty of all mental formations, void of mind
-- yet fully aware. This I try to express my saying that
I am beyond the mind.
Questioner:
How can I reach you then?
Maharaj:
Be
aware of being conscious and seek the source of
consciousness. That is all. Very little can be conveyed
in words. It is the doing as I tell you that will bring
light, not my telling you. The means do not matter much;
it is the desire, the urge, the earnestness that count.
Source: from book “I am That” By
Sri Nisargadatta
Maharaj
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